Insecurities,

after High School, NOBODY gives a FCUK about social status except for egotistical shitheads who still put themselves on the highest pedal stool possible.

UGH!

chicks&dicks can be a pain. cocky // conceited. you know the ones who pretty much slaughter
your high school years, and makes your 4 year absolutely nasty. Flying fist should be legal towards
frosted tip chicks, who think they're cool. lfmao.

Dropping bombs on conceited bitches

(found this on facebook. lol thanks)

Forgetful Sometimes...?

LOL So just now, I get a call from my mom. && she's all like:

omma - "Are you home yet?"
moi - "Yesss Mama I'm home"
omma - "Just when I turned into the clinic, the car died on me, it's out of gas" [she's laughing while telling me all of this]
moi - "Ahah seriously?!"
omma - "Yes, come get me when I'm done, I'll call you"
moi - "Uhh" [that's how we say yes in hmong]
clicks.

I'm hungry so I start snacking on some broiled chicken my mom made for breakfast. [My moms a killer chef, she can whip anything and make it so mouthwatering] 30 minutes goes by & ring-a-ding it's my Mommy callin' =}

omma - "K come get, I managed to get to the nearest gas station so I'll wait here for you"
moi - "Haha OK! Hey WAIT a minute, you already made it to the gas station why do you still need me to come?!"
omma - "Oh I forgot my wallet."
moi - "WHAT R U SERIOUS, MOM you're wallet? Your license is in there dude" [yes I'll say dude to anyone even my mama lol]
omma - "I didn't think I was gonna be long so I just came without it"
moi - "Tsk Tsk Tsk koj mas!" [aka Oh you!]
omma - "I know, I know just hurry"
moi - "coming..."
clicks.

I rush to my car and I'm driving and there goes my cell again.

omma - "Are you coming yet?"
moi - "MOM I'M DRIVING!!!"
omma - "Oh Oh okay sorry"
she hangs up. Haha.

As I pull into the gas station, I see my mom standing next to the car, ready with the pump. =P I park and get out of the car walk over to my mom and sticks my debit card in and pay for gas. A random lady sitting in a car comes out and says "That's the nicest thing I've ever seen anyone done for someone" Funny thing was I didn't get a chance to explain myself. They left in a rush. But I guess you don't see something like that everyday, someone parking and out of the blue pay for someone's gas. But it wasn't anyone it was my silly mom =}. Bottom line is I'd do anything for my mom even though she's suppose to be responsible and have her license wherever she goes. That was the most interesting thing I did today except stop by Wally world to exchange the hubby's t-shirt. I love my mom & dad. =) They're indeed the best!

Bye Bye 09'

Christmas is over!!! =) But a New Year to CELEBRATE!

HELLO 2010

I hope everyone got what they wanted or wished for. I sure did. "My Lovers" the best! I'm sure 2010 will bring us more joy and happiness. We have many goals to accomplish this year! We'll be working on upcoming music videos with various underground artists, writing scripts for short film and just a bunch of incredible things we'll be doing together. We're so blessed to know that we have each other as well as our family, even though we're not all together, we're with each other in our hearts. We love you all! Like I said, we have lots planned out for 2010 and I can't wait! It's going to be a great learning experience as well as having the privilege to let loose and have limitless fun! I love music and I've always have, so recently I purchased a pretty decent guitar off of Ebay and boy am I glad. I love it! Learning wise and getting to jam whatever is super fun. I got Tonzer a roll-up piana for X-mas and trust me it's hecka dope. We're two music holics who need music in our lives so why not contribute. I'll post up vids when I have a song down =) and show you my 6string bby!

What I do for fun/ my hobby

I'm a freelancer at photography.
Mediocre you could say.

P'grapher. (Amateur)

I feel the need to flip the stereotype around and let pple know that not all photographers are Big in the head. Haha. I've already come across many stuck up p'graphers. It's sad when you're seeking help from them and they ignore your existence. Life's a dog eat dog world and at the same time, we're all in it to survive. If you think you're beaten, you are. If you think you dare not, you don't. If you like to win, but think you can't, it is almost certain you won't. If you think you'll lose, you're lost. For out in the world we find success begins with a fellow's will. It's all a state of mind if you think you're outclassed, you are. You've got to think high to rise. You've got to be sure of yourself before you can ever win a prize. Life's battles don't always go to the stronger or faster man. But sooner or later the man who wins is the man who thinks he can.

[you can]
Underestimate. Me
[and will]
Accuse. Me
[act]
Arrogant. Towards me
[having unacceptable]
Motive. Against me
[and yet]
I'll rise.
- Victory is everyone's goal. Don't forget that. Show a little, give a little in return and be happy. And hopefully we see one person doing something nice/helpful to someone else, who in return does something nice etc... and we follow the chain reaction.

Short Bio.

When I sit back and consider the significant events in my past, the important aspects of my current life, and my future goals, the underlying theme is one of appreciating diversity, especially across ethnic and socioeconomic class lines.

I was born and raised in Crescent City, California, the product of a Hmong father and mother with roots in Laos and Miao ancestry. In my early years of education, the frustration with teachers mispronouncing my name seemed as though it might never end. I remember how my father would tell me having a Hmong name would make me different and stronger than a typical American name would. It took me a couple of years to fully crack his true meaning. The terror did not end until the ninth grade when I had my first course in Spanish, at which point my teacher had some experience with "exotic" names and got "may-shoo-wa" correct on the first try. I began to question whether it was acceptable to have a unique heritage which did not coincide with the majority in my community. But all of these have been important lessons, and I believe that I have learned as much through these experiences as I have through my twenty years (and counting) of public intellectuals. Now I rise with my name fearless and tremendously thrilled to have a name of which not many girls do.

I believe that I grew more, emotionally, socially, and intellectually, during my 4 years of being culturally wedded to the love of my life during any other period of time thus far. We took on the role of not just being a daily break-up couple but committing ourselves to each other for a life time. We’re decayed souls whose accomplished many things already and as far as I know, we’re not going to stop there. As the love of my life say’s the earth is still circling around the sun 24/7 in 365 days, for the world does not stop for anyone. I find life to be like a traffic light. Green for always on the go and Yellow to slow down sometimes and Red for stop when necessary. In our situation Green & Yellow is infamously attached to the chapters in our story books, Reds not going to taint the cover or pages.

Misled?!

I was literally slack-jawed when I came upon this. Conclusion of a young bucks love.

"WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, .......HE REALLY LOVES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE?" -anonymous.

Some will sacrafice an arm & leg just to get in your panties. You have more to learn young ones.

You Nutcase. It's called Cheap love.

Issues! Is a Disease?

Having issues is a type of disease you get infected by humans catching the symptoms feeling irritated and when you're looking for a antidote there's no vaccination for it!

Pple will sting like a BEE:
No nectar powder or honey coated